"ほんとはね" (honto wa ne)
artist: Aqua Timez
album/single: 虹 (niji)
release: 2008.5.7
katteta inu mo umareta tochi mo kossori kakaete kita nayamigoto mo
muchuu ni natta bukatsu mo tsuchi no nioi mo kaze ni hakobarete itta yume mo
chigau futari
otona ni nari ataerareta yakuwari aisou warai
genjitsu tono oriai mo ita ni tsuite kita kedo
enryonuki de kokoro wo kayowasu tte itsumademo muzukashii yo ne
komiagete kuru omoi kotoba ni dekite mo koe ni naranai
kakurenbo mitai na hibi konna ni mo sobani iru no ni sunao ni narenai
* honto wa ne kamatte hoshikute ijiketa furi wo shite iru dake nanda yo
kodomo mitai deshou
honto wa ne kimi no koto wo suki de suki de tamaranai n da yo
aa todoku to ii no ni naa
honto no koto wo shiritai keredo
me no atari ni shitara tachinaorenaku naru kamoshirenai kara
samayou furi wo shite wa koko de kangaegoto wo shiteru no kana
mado no mukou kigatsukeba sude ni mou toki wa kossori sugiyuki
are mo kore mo eikyuu no nagare ni toketeku yo yuuyami ga kodomotachi wo uchi ni
kaeraseteru
jibun no koto shinjite moraou to suru kuse ni taisetsu na mirai no koto
utagatte oshi damatte uchigawa dake ni kotoba ga furi tsumotte yuku
** honto wa ne kirawaretara doushiyoutte omou to
fuan ni natte susumenaku naru
honto wa ne nanto mo nai yo tte kao shite sugoshiteru kedo
aa kokoro ga kishimu n da
nee anata mo sou desu ka
honto wa ne kimi ga inakute mo daijoubu da nante uso nanda yo
tsuyogatteta kedo
honto wa ne futari de onaji "ima" wo wakeaitai wakeaitai
mou nani mo mayowazu ni mune no uchi wo ari no mama wo butsukenakucha susumenai
yo ne
konna ni mo tsuyoku fukaku natte shimatta kono omoi wo
aa todoke ni yuku kara ne