"Out of Reach"
artist: LENA PARK
album/single: MUSIC
release: 2006.3.24
Everything you used to say to me
Just weren't like any other word to me
It's over, been over a long time
I tell myself it's really better now, this way
See how we've gone our separate ways
It's over, been over a long time
My friends believe that I'm fine
Because on the outside I laugh and I say that I know
I'm never sure the doubts the shadows hide
'Cause sometimes somewhere inside, my confidence slides
Love, you didn't save me
'Cause I'm wondering inside a fallen memory
All the truth and the smiles that he gave to me
All those hundreds of miles that he drove for me
All the letters and songs, stuck in my head
Midnight oil couldn't burn long enough for me
'Cause love just wasn't enough and and it wasn't free
We were just out of reach
I can't remember the emotion that
That once went through me like adrenaline
It's common now, I've learned to take my time
Why does life seem like an epilogue
At times I want to hear in that account "Start over"
To start over again
They all believe that I'm fine
Because on the outside I laugh and I say that I know
I'm never sure the doubts the shadows hide
'Cause sometimes somewhere inside, my confidence slides
Love, send me an answer
'Cause I'm trying to break free of fallen memories
Where you held me so tight where I felt secure
Strongest wind could blow by and I would endure
Told me how to stand tall, could see everything
Now I just feel exposed, I feel unprepared
There are no open roads for me anywhere
Escaped just out of reach
All the truth and the smiles that he gave to me
All the letters and songs, stuck in my head
Midnight oil couldn't burn long enough for me
'Cause love just wasn't enough and and it wasn't free
A past still out of reach